Tuesday, December 15, 2009


Like nym said..there is somethings you can be obsessed about but certain things you can't really be obsessed with..since you've changed a lot I decided to ignore you no matter how bad I want to talk to you..I stop myself to doing it..I did tell you but you didn't get what I are just blinded with all the things you said and do..Think babe..We love you..We missed the old you..Just not the new you..You just really get on our nerves soo bad..whatever shit la weyh..

p/s: tya just can't control her anger anymore!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

A.A.R Concert Rawks!!!

Even though he had to work on a saturday..
He still got us free passes to watch the concert...
It was really crowded with their die-heart fans..
U hardly even get a car park..
We got around the concert even at the back stage..
Enjoyed it pretty much...
It drizzled a bit but nothing could stop the concert..
Tyson was a lil bit soft..
They celebrated Halloween as well..
The costume he was wearing is the typical Native American..
The crowds were awesome..
But what I don't get is that if u are wearing tudung why the hell are u even celebrating Halloween for..?
As a Muslim, u aren't even supposed to even put on costumes and celebrated..
Don't u learn religious teaching before..?
The world is turning around..
Not to say that I know everything but no matter how bad I am I don't go celebrating it here and there..
U are soo bringing down the name is Islam..
Darn it!!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009


I don't care what certificate u have aite..
It doesn't bother me..
So what if I knew what the word means..
Does it bother u..?!
Get a life dude!!!
I'm not interfering in your so called "new life"..
and I don't even give a fuck about u..
So back off..!!
What the hell are u thinking about talking behind my back..
Wanna talk..?!
Talk face to face then..
U just got no balls to confront is it..?!
U think u got it all huh..?!
Well, think twice before even thinking that way aite..
U'r such an ass!!!!!
I so fucking hate u aite..
Put it in your fucking mind that I don't even care about u!!!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009


Love is not a given
You’re not forgiven
But we all easily submit
You have forsaken
What you have taken
So we all still incomplete
I thought we were playing a similar game
And after these years it’s still been the same
And you, of all people, still have your name
What about compromise?I hold no disguise
You should know better

It’s not I don’t want you, I want you
But I need you to be
A little bit faithful and grateful and loyal to my needs
Don’t think I was selfish, I was selfless
And after all I’ve given you
It’s not I don’t love you, I love you
Well, at least I try to

Trust is not an object
You could reject
But we all easily believe
You have been waiting
And all I’ve been saying “Please be there for me”
It’s not like we got a thousand years
I’ve yet to express to you all of my fears
And while you have wasted all of your tears
What about compromise?
Why do I pay the price?
Only you have the answers, answers

I know I’m not perfect but I deserve respect
And after all that’s said and done
You remain the only one in my heart
It’s not my ego
But if you goI’d have so much to say
Did we pick a good fight to prove who’s wrong and who’s right?
Can we finally compromise?
Can we at least talk about it?
Can we at least compromise?

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

HAppy Birthday JuLiA izzaTi!!!

Happy 18th Birthday Jue..
Hope u r happy with ur birthday present n the surprise jep,pisang,farid n i gave u..
I know it not that perfect and I failed to get apit to come back early but..
It was fun isn't it..?
I'll upload the pics in the next post..
U dah besar kan skarang..
U know what ur goals are..
I don't have to tell u kan..?
And always ingat who u got..
U have nym,nia,iwien,i,jep,gory,ciko,pap and the rest of the people yang i xknl tp u knl..
So, do take care of urself..
I know u can do it..
Good luck in your finals..
Love u..
We are always here for u when u need us aite..

xoxo: Jep&Tya

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

New life..

life isn't the worst..
sooner or lateritwill be better..
with besties around..
can't wait.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

A day out with eyka n my cuzzy..

Had a a lot of fun yesterday..
Eyka waited for me quite long..
Sorry babe..
Went shopping with eyka..
My cuzzy just followed us without buying anything..
Middle of the month la kate nye..
Had dinner and we went back..
Tension sume hilang sebab SHOPPING!!!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Tag by Wanie..

1. Nama bf/gf korang?
Adi Nazreen Abdul Ghaffar
2. Betul ke korunk syg bf/gf korunk nie?
-Mestilah..maunye xsayang..hahahaha..
3. Antara kawan dan bf/gf korunk saper lg penting?-Both..
4.Korunk dah jmpa family bf/gf korunk?
-nope..not yet..
5.Banyak mana korunk syg bf/gf korunk?
6. Pekara yg korunk xley lupa tentang bf/gf korunk?
-1st tya jumpe dia.. hee..
7. Pewangi yg bf/gf korunk pakai?
-!million by Paco Robane..
8. Nasihat korunk untuk bf/gf korunk?
-Control your temp a bit more pls honey..huhuw..
9. Kalau bf/gf korunk ada dsisi korunk skunk aper korunk nk wat?-Buat ape2 yang boleyh..heheh..
10. Tag la kawan2 korunk..
kak nurul..

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Fallen Apart..

Not everyone get what they wish for..
Everyone has a heart and everyone gets their heart broken either intentionally or unintentionally..
It hurts so bad that u feel like ur heart isn't gonna get better..
Well; that is life..
Even when the person u love tends to flirt or even go out with someone new..
All the girls out there knows what it feels like..
Some of them might even do stupid things such as hurting themselves..
But getting your heartbroken is not the end of the world..
People learn from their mistakes..
Yesterday is history..
Today is a new day..
Nobody is perfect in anyway..

To all the girls:

Monday, July 6, 2009

Kantoi by Zee Avi (Kokokaina)

Semalam I call you, you tak answer
You kata you keluar pergi dinner
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you
but when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true

So I drove my car pergi Damansara
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola
Tapi bila I sampai... you, you tak ada
Lagi la I jadi gila

So I called and called sampai you answer
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you
I've always known that your words were never true
Why am I with you?
I pun tak tahu
No wonder la my friends pun tak suka you

So I guess that's the end of our story
Akhir kata she accepted his apology
Tapi last-last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too
With her ex boyfriend's best friend, Tommy...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Tribute to Aunty Jah..

She was born on the 30th of April 1940..
She died at 6.32a.m this morning..
She was very strong in fighting her pain..
Eventhough she can be quite hard at times but she means well..
She know her every step..
The caused of her death is lung cancer..
May her soul rest in peace..

Thursday, April 30, 2009

taken from nyet..

1.Org yg mencintai kamu x pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yg dia tahu di hati & matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya.

2.Wlaupun kamu dah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih, dia x peduli! Bgnya yg pnting kamu bahagia & kamu ttp mnjadi impiannya.

3.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu mnerima kamu apa adanya, di hati & matanya kamu sllu yg trcantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa brt bdn kamu sudah brtambah.

4.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu ingin tahu ttg apa sj yg kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu.

5.Orang yg mncintai kamu akn mngirimkn SMS spt 'selamat pagi','selamat hari minggu', 'selamat tidur', 'take care', & lain-lain lg, walaupun kamu x mmbalas SMS-nya, krna dgn kiriman SMS itu lah dia mnytakan cintanya, dlm cara yg berbeza, bkn hanya "aku CINTA padamu", tp brselindung dengan ayat2 selain kata cinta itu.

6.Jika kamu mnymbut hari ulang tahun & kamu x mngundangnya ke majlis yg kamu adakan, setidak-tidaknya dia akn menelefon untk mngucapkan selamat atau mngirim SMS.

7.Org yg mncintai kamu akn sllu mngingat setiap kejadian yg dia lalui brsama kamu, bahkan mgkn kejadian yg kamu sendiri sdh melupakannya, krna saat itu ialah sstu yg brharga untknya & saat itu, matanya pasti brkaca kerana saat brsamamu itu x brulang sllu.

8.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu mngingati setiap kata2 yg kamu ucapkn, bahkan mgkn kata2 yg kamu sndri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. krna dia menyematkan kata2 mu di hatinya, berapa byk kata2 penuh harapan yg kau tuturkn pdnya, & akhirnya kau musnahkan? pasti kau lupa, ttp bukan org yg mncintai kamu.

9.Org yg mncintai kamu akn bljar mnggemari lagu2 kegemaran kamu, bahkan mgkn mminjam CD milik kamu, krn dia ingin tahu apa kgemaran kamu - kesukaan kamu kesukaannya juga, wlupn sukar mminati kesukaan kamu, tp akhirnya dia brjaya.

10.Kalau kali terakhir kalian brtemu kamu mgkn sdg sakit, selesema, atau batuk2, dia akan sntsa mngirim SMS atau menelefon untk brtanya keadaan kamu -krna dia bmbangkn ttg kamu, peduli ttg kamu.

11.Jk kamu mngatakn akn mnghadpi ujian atau hari2 penting, dia akn mnanyakn bila ujian itu brlangsung, & saat hariya tiba dia akan mngirimkan SMS 'good luck' utk memberi semangat kepada kamu.

12.Org yg mncintai kamu akn mmberikn suatu brg miliknya yg mgkn buat kamu itu ialah sstu yg biasa, ttp bagiya brg itu sgt istimewa.

13.Org yg mncintai kamu akan trdiam sesaat, ktka sdg brcakap di telefon dgn kamu, sehingga kamu mnjadi bingung. Sbnrnya saat itu dia merasa sgt gugup krna kamu tlh mnggegarkn dunianya.

14.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu ingin brada di dekat kamu & ingin mnghabiskn hari2nya hnya dgn kamu.

15.Jk suatu saat kamu hrus pindah ke daerah lain, dia akan sntsa mmberikan nsht agar kamu waspada dgn prsekitarn yg blh mmbawa pengaruh buruk kpd kamu & jauh dihatiya dia benar2 takut kehilangan kamu, pernah dgr 'jauh dimata, jauh dihati?'

16.Org yg mncintai kamu brtindak lbh spt saudara drpd spti sorg kekasih.

17.Org yg mncintai kamu sering melakukn hal2 yg SENGAL spti mnelefon kamu 100 kali dlm masa shari. Atau mngejutkan kamu di tengah malam dgn mngirim SMS. Sbnarnya ketika itu dia sdg mmikirkn kamu.

18.Org yg mncintai kamu kdg-kdg mrindukn kamu & mlakukn hal-hal yg mmbuat kamu pening kepala. Namun ketika kamu mngatakan tindakannya itu mmbuat kamu trganggu dia akan minta maaf & tak akan mlakuknnya lg.

19.Jika kamu mmintanya utk mngajarimu sst maka ia akn mngajarimu dgn sabar walaupun kamu mgkn prnh mengelak dr mnunaikn prmintaan kamu walau sesukar mana prmintaan mu.

20.Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka nama kamu akn mnghiasi sbhgian besar INBOX-nya. Dia msh mnyimpan SMS-SMS dr kamu walaupun ia kamu kirim brbulan2 atau brthn2 yg lalu. Dia jg mnyimpan surat2 kamu di tmpt khas & segala pmberian kamu mnjadi benda2 brharga buatnya.

21.Dn jk kamu cuba mnjauhkn dr drpdnya atau mmberi reaksi mnolaknya, dia akan mnyedariya & mnghilang dr kehidupn kamu, wlupn hal itu mmbunuh hatinya kerana dia betul2 menghormati permintaan kamu...

22.Jk suatu saat kamu mrindukannya & ingin mmberinya kesempatan dia akan ada menunggu kamu krna sbenrnya dia x prnah mncari org lain. Dia sntsa mnunggu kamu.

23.Org yg begitu mncintaimu, x prnh memaksa kamu mmberiya sbb & alsn, wlupn hatinya mronta ingin mngetahui, krna dia x mahu kamu trbeban dgn karenahnya. Saat kau pinta dia brlalu, dia pergi tnpa mnyalahkn kamu, krna dia benar2 mengerti apa itu cinta.

taken from nyet who took from eiza who got from i dont know who..thanx..

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

StoLen From Grace..

[One]Who was your last text from?
Abdul: "Sorry I was sleeping.."

[Two]Where was your default picture taken?
Dont remember..

[Three]What’s your FULL name?Puteri Tyana people calls me tya..

[Four]Your current status?
Married..?Taken by Adi Nazreen Abdul Ghaffar

[Five]What is your current mood?
in love..

[Six]How old are you?
going to be 22years old..

[Seven]If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

[Eight]What’s your favorite color(s)?

[Nine]Ever had a near death experience? an accident on 01/05/2010..

[Ten]Something you do a lot?
spending time with hubby!

[Eleven]Who can you tell ANYTHING to?
my bestfriend: nYm and miRuL..

[Twelve]Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Ng Qi Ting

[Thirteen]If you could have one super power what would it be?

[Fourteen ]What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
He woke up 1st.. Idk.. =p

[Fifteen]Favorite season?

[Sixteen]Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yes.. =D

[Seventeen]What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
toblerone (white)

[Eighteen]What language do you speak?
mostly english but with friends it will be like what..?manglish..?lol..

[Nineteen]Describe your life in one word.

[Twenty]Do you have any tattoos?
obviously not..

[Twenty-one]Who was the last person you hung out with?

[Twenty-two]What are you thinking about right now?
Waiting for love to come.. =)

[Twenty-three]What should you be doing?
working but i'm off duty.. =D

[Twenty-four]Who was the last person that made you upset?
My hubby..

[Twenty-five]What are you listening to?
The Roots ft Cody Chestnutt - The Seed 2.0

[Twenty-six]Do you like working in the yard?
If there is no choice than yes or else it's a no of course..

[Twenty-seven]Who is with you?
My office mates.

[Twenty- eight]Do you act different around the person you like?

[Twenty- nine]What is your natural hair color?

[Thirty]Last time you were really happy?
Everytime of the day when I'm with him.. =)

[Thirty-one]Tag five people.
1. Kak Nurul
2. nYm
3. MiRuL
4. SaRah SyaRiena
5. you

Met My BesTie..

On 14th of April..
I met up with my bestie; mirul a.k.a nyet..
We met up around 10-ish..
At the same time I met with another friend; Adam..
He said to meet him in Hilton..
but he didn't specificly say Hilton kL..
I thought it was PJ Hilton
stupid right..?
Looked for mirul..
he saw the car I was in but didn't exactly saw me..
I shouted his name..
Hell I miss him..
Mirul n I are like..
"gyler rindu doe lepak ngn u.."
mirul mirul..
went drinking..
Invited mirul to have a few glasses to drink but he was in a hurry as he has another appointment with his other friends in a.c..
so, he left..
I continued drinking in bangsar with my 2 brothers and my cousin; dwen yang bengong tuh..

Monday, April 20, 2009

Too Close To Comfort

I never meant the things I said to make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret all these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch you as you cry but it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
Now that I find that you've changed your mind I'm lost for words

And everything I feel for you I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand how much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you turn your back on me now when I need you most
But you chose to let me down
Down Down
Won't you think about what you're about to do to me and back down

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort

You're pushing me out when I wanted in
Yeah Yeah Yeah
What was I just about to discover
And I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Saturday, April 11, 2009


Tagged By KaK NuRuL..

Four names that friends call you:
1. Puteri
2. Tyana
3. Tya
4. T
Four most important dates in your life:
1. 31/12
2. Mama 26/07
3. Mik 24/12,Mack 04/01
4. Adi 16/07
Four things you have done in the last 30 minutes:
1. Listening to music
2. BBM-ing
3. Smoking
4. Surfing the net
Four ways to be happy:
1. Spend time with family
2. Spend time with hubby
3. Spend time chilling with besties.
4. and eat..
Four gifts you would like to receive:
1. A new BB
2. A Camera
3. Beatz Headphones
4. Soft toys.. =)
Four favourite hobbies:
1. Swimming
2. BBM-ing
3. Surfing the net
4. FB-ing
Four places you want to go for vacation:
1. Japan
2. L.A
3. Paris
4. Australia
Four favourite drinks:
1. Dutch Lady Strawberry Milk
2. Pure Vanilla Ice Blended
3. Milo Ice
4. Tinge Lemon
Four things your always found in your room back home:
1. Dressing table
2. Bedroom set
3. Photo frames
4. My cat
Four favourite colours:
1. Pink
2. Black
3. Purple
4. Blue
Top four hangouts back home:
1. Living room
2. Kitchen
3. Friend's place
4. Brother's room
Top four you love so much:
1. Myself
2. Mama, Mik & Mack
3. Besties
4. The rest of The Family
Top four things special to you:
1. My Hubby
2. My Blackberry
3. My Infamous Doraemon Pocket
4. My Make-up
Top four reasons why you answered this survey:
1. My sister; Kak Nurul tagged me in her blog..
2. It is Friday
3. I am bored
4. I am seriously bored
Top four who you think will answer this survey:
1. Hubby
2. miRuL
3. NooR
4. You

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

What a day..

Been busy the whole day..
It's really tiring..
Following her the whole day around and settling this that I just left without saying a word where I was..
It was a hectic day..
I didn't see this coming...
I thought when I came back thing would all be done while I was away..
But looking back on what I've done..
I guess it was the wrong decision to just leave everything without finishing what I did..
At last I finishied it just now..
Even though I had to make a mess in the office but at least something was done..
Found everything and have put them in place..
Tomorrow is another day..
Will be running here and there to settle a few more thing then I'll be out for a movie with a few friends..
Finally a relax day..
Can't wait to see them all..
Mish all of them soo much..
Really have been missing all the stuff I did with them..

Monday, April 6, 2009

Hate me all you want guys..

You can hate me all you want..
either way your damn thinking of me..
talk about me all you want cuz I don't give a shit no more..
I am who I am and that is something YOU can NEVER be..
I haven't been disturbing your fucking life so back off..
It's my life and I can do whatever I want..
Why talk about me when I didn't even talk a thing about YOU..?
I know you guys HATE me..
But do you think I give a damn..?

Monday, March 16, 2009

Too Late..

Ini merupakan sebuah kisah yang mungkin akan
membuatkan anda melihat betapa pentingnya kita
hidup seolah-olah setiap hari merupakan yang
terakhir buat kita...

Ada seorang pemuda yang dilahirkan dengan
penyakit kanser yang tiada penawarnya. Kita
namakannya sebagai A. Dia kini berusia 17 tahun
dan dijangka menghembuskan nafasnya yang
terakhir bila-bila masa sahaja. Disebabkabn oleh
keadaannya itu, dia hanya terperuk di rumahnya,
di bawah penjagaan ibunya. Pada suatu hari, dia
membuat keputusan untuk melihat dunia luar
setelah sekian lama. "Sekali pun, cukuplah atau
mungkin ini yang terakhir, tidak mengapa," kata
hatinya. Setelah memaklumkan kepada ibunya
dan ibunya bersetuju. A tidak pergi jauh, hanya
berjalan sekitar deretan kedai berhampiran

Tiba-tiba A berhenti di hadapan sebuah kedai
muzik. Seraya dia menjengukkan kepalanya ke
dalam, A terpandangkan seorang gadis yang
sungguh cantik, lebih kurang sebaya dengan
umurnya. Mungkin inilah yang dinamakan cinta
pandang pertama. Kaki A terus melangkah masuk.

Dia terus maju ke kaunter di mana gadis itu
sedang berdiri. Si gadis melemparkan senyuman
yang sungguh manis kepada A sambil
bertanya: "Boleh saya bantu?". Di dalam kepala A
hanya ada senyuman paling manis pernah
dilihatnya selama 17 tahun ini. A tergamam buat
seketika sebelum menjawab dengan nada suara
yang agak bergetar (gagap): "Saya nk beli CD".

Tangannya pantas mengambil sekeping CD yang
sempat tercapai oleh tangannya. Dia kemudiannya
menyeluk saku mengeluarkan wang utk
bayaran. "Awak nak saya balut ke?" soal gadis tu
lg bersama senyuman yg tdk lekang dibibirnya. A
hnya mampu mengangguk. si gadis meminta diri
tuk ke bilik belakang. Sekali lg A menganggukkn
kepalanya. Sejak hari itu, saban hari A akan
berkunjung ke kedai tersebut. Dan setiap hari itu
jugalah, dia akan membeli CD yg dibalut cantik
oeh gadis itu. A pula, sekembalinya ke rumah
tidak pernah membuka CD-CD yg dibelinya itu dan
hanya menyusun di atas rak.

Lagipun, CD-CD tersebut cuma alasan A untuk
bertemu gadis itu. A seorang anak muda yang
sangat pemalu. Walaupun dia mencuba sedaya
upaya untuk memberanikan diri mengajak si gadis
keluar, namun lidahnya kelu. Ibu A perasan dgn
apa yg berlaku dan sentiasa memberikannya

Pada suatu hari, A nekad. Seperti biasa, dia
keluar ke kedai muzik itu dan membeli Cd dan si
gadis akan membalutnya cantik-cantik. semasa si
gadis sedang sibuk membungkus Cd tersebut di
bilik belakang, A meninggalkan nmbr telefon di
atas kaunter sebelum cepat-cepat keluar dari situ.

Keesokan harinya, A tidak bertandang ke kedai
seperti kebiasaannya. Lantas, si gadis cuba
menghubungi menggunakan nombor telefon yg si
A tinggalkan semalam.Si ibu yg menjawab
pnggilan itu. Gadis penjual Cd di kedai muzik! Si
gadis meminta utk bercakap dgn anak lelakinya
dan si ibu mula menangis.
Gadis itu bertanyakan apa yg telah
berlaku? "Tidakkah kamu tahu, dia telah
meninggal dunia semalam?" Untuk sekian lama,
yg ada hanyalah diam yg panjang. Pd sebelah
petangnya, ibu A memasuki bilik anaknya kerana
begitu terkenangkan A. Dia membuka almari dan
terperanjat melihatkan Cd-cd yang berbalut kemas
tnpa satu pn darinya yang dibuka.

Hatinya tertanya-tanya. Dan utk meleraikan
persoalannya itu,ibu membuka salah satu
daripadanya. Sebaik sahaja dia mengoyakkan
balutan itu, si ibu ternampak sehelai kertas kecil
yang diselitkn di dalamnya.

Kertas tersebut tertulis "Hai! awak ni cute lah.
Kalau boleh, saya ingin berkenalan. Itupun kalau
awak sudi. -Sofea"

Si ibu mula meraung setiap kali dia membuka Cd-
cd tersebut, satu demi satu sehinggalah habis
kesemuanya. Tiap satu darinya mengandungi
helaian kertas yg tertulis mesej serupa. "Hai! awak
ni cute lah. Kalau boleh, saya ingin berkenalan.
Itupun kalau awak sudi.- Sofea"

Moralnya, begitulah adanya hidup ini. Jangan
tunggu untuk menunjukkan kepada seseorang
yang istimewa apa yg anda rasakan tentangnya.
Kerana esok mungkin sudah terlalu lewat untuk
anda berbuat demikian..

Monday, March 2, 2009


Thanks for everything babes..
u really helped me a lot..
u have never gived up on me..
never stop giving me advice..
and i really appreciate it very much..
Thanks a gazillion hunn...
luv ya much Nym..

Here' a new pic of us..
well not that new lar..
It's just that it's is new edited..

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Don't Give Up..

wHeN yOu L.O.V.E someone,
yOu DoN'T giVe uP..
i never ever
thought like this..
Last night i had a dream over a fantasies..
and beyond the edge of a flower..
where it heart..
lighten up by a candles within a thousand miles inside of you..
me as your blood(friend)..
will never ever let the candles in your heart blewn away..
the light in your heart..
its like a..
the beautyness of you...


SOMEONE OUT THERE was meant to be the love of your life;
the one you can tell your dreams to and he'll smile at you when you tell him;
BUT he'll never laugh;
he'll brush the hair out of your face,
and he'll stare at you during a movie even though he paid RM 12 to see it..
he'll call you to tell you he couldn't stop thinking about you..
he'll LOOK right in your EYES;
and tell you that you are the MOST beautiful GIRL he has ever SEEN;
and for the FIRST TIME in your LIFE..
you'll BELIEVE IT that is what they mean by LOVE...


Life is all about taking CHANCES;
about doing SOMETHING everyone said you COULDN'T DO;
it's about acting GOOFY;
it's about NOT CARING what other people think;
it's about LEARNING to LOVE what you HAVE..

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

My Haters..

I keep it REAL and that's a PROMISE..
I may be a BITCH but I'm honest..
When I walk by, you STOP and STARE..
NOT trying to PLEASE you or MAKE you SMILE..!
When it comes to CONFIDENCE YOU'RE OUT


Monday, February 9, 2009

Tribute to Tenku Qadir ibni Tenku Mohammad Archibald

This man is a very good father,cousin and also an uncle.. He was bedridden for nearly 2 months..The doctor says that he suffered from a sceptic shock and multi-organ failure.. He was a cheerful man.. Like to make jokes, make everyone feel comfortable with him.. He left us all on the 26th of January 2009 at 3.50a.m. His family couldn't accept that he is gone now but they are still trying to live a new life without him around..
His daughter, Tunku Aisyah Amel Natalia especially is a total mess without him..
She is her daddy's girl..
Even after a few weeks of his death, she still imagine that he is still around and that she wants to call him to tell him that she misses him and that she wants to see him when she gets back to johore..
No matter what happens, all of us in the family is not satisfied of what "that" person did to him and of what cause..
Someday "that" person will get what he deserve out of doing all of this to our family..
All the memories we have of daddy will always be remembered..
All the things he did is an appreciation to us..
He always make things possible, and that is why we love him..
May Allah bless his soul and let it rest in peace..

Monday, January 26, 2009

MoRe to kNow aBoUt gUys..

1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uhnevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

-When They Wanna Kiss You[When Girls Wanna Kiss You]-

1. They stare into your eyes bitting their lip.
2. They always wrap their arms around you.
3. They play with their hands, shirts, pants, etc. just waiting for you to make the move.
4. They text you sayin i wanna c u tomorrow.. :)

-[When Guys Wanna Kiss You ]-

1. They hold your hand and always play with it.
2. They stare into your eyes for a long time.
3. They always tell you how much they love you and that they will never let you go.
4. They just grab your hand because they want to hold it.
5. They play with your hair.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

What a girL wants...

1. Touch her waist
2. Talk to her
3. Share secrets
4. Give her your jacket
5. Kiss her slowly
6. Hug her
7. Hold her
8. Laugh with her
9. Invite her somewhere
10. Let her be with you when you're with your friends
11. Smile with her
12. Take pics with her
13. Pull her onto your lap
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it.fight back
15. When her friends say i love her more than you,deny it.
Fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends.
It makes her feel loved
16. Always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17. Kiss her unexpectedly
19. Tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20. Tell her the way you feel about her!
21. U need to show her you mean it too
22. Kiss her on the lips
23. DON'T ask her to buy your stuff. you buy HEr stuff
24. Make her feel loved
25. Buy her stuff. small things can still help makes her feel special.
28. Take her anywhere she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and..
Tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you,
& even when she doesn't need you,
just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose;
(it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her,
and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder,
then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad.
If shes upset,comfort her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and puther head on your chest so..
She can listen to the steady beat of your heart,
Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as
she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms hold as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her.
You'll never know when she needs just a lil more